Tears are my companions in the dark realm where my thoughts dwell
would that I could escape prickling shards of happiness their passing brief is but a reminder ofac my pain burrowing deeper into the darkness I squeeze shut my mental eyes brighter moments bob and float life fireflies in a darkening night
my mind's eye shifts away seeking the comfort of shadows the absence of light my heart grudgingly follows e'en as it tugs to escape the darker path the deeper me would take.
enfolded in my mantle black in this void I'm more secure... for now, I'll wander bleaker lands explore the colder climes...
nighttime in my soul, you see I must bed down here for awhile and when my wintry slumber deep is done mayhap... when I arise....
the fireflies will still be waiting.
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REFLECTIONS
In each darkened teardrop, within the watery veil I see myself reflected; a ghost with tales to tell.
Shadowy and light--a collage of both; the juxtaposition of beauty and dread, weave to complete the picture; paint the colors the day has bled.
Yet beyond the tears of sadness, past visions of blue-gray pain, lies brighter memories... in my images of the day.
E'en when twilight falls; and shadows fill the night, each darkened teardrop disappears, yet...I can still espy the light.
2001 Kathy Pippig Harris |